Wednesday, July 23, 2008

awake

yesterday
i looked at an apartment.
just looked.

and i wish i could say
i dreamt about it
all night.
instead i laid awake
until 4:30 am
thinking about how
we could redesign it.

this is what it looked like
inside my head.

thank goodness
melatonin
finally saved me from myself.

4 comments:

LKC said...

Oooo. I'm excited to hear about this apartment. I guess this means you'll be around for a while.

Susan said...

I can so relate. I want to redecorate a room and just thinking about paint colors keeps me awake! I hope you get a new place!!

Stephan said...

funny, that's what the inside of my head looks like as well, with an accompanying dialogue that sounds like something by joan didion.--d

Jon said...

I've so been there...I've been so excited/anxious about decorating that I couldn't sleep for hours. I call it OCDD...Obsessive Compulsive Design Disorder...